I've never felt a song get me that much as this one, and it sure is a spur of a moment thing; but still, this morning, this song was like the summary of my now, my situation. My family left this morning and 'All by Myself' kept looping in my head non-stop, even when I tried playing another song. I suddenly felt so alone. I am alone. This is what I thought. I don't wanna be all by myself. It should be my new life here in the university and I should be all excited and happy about it. But the thing is, I was doubting if I really wanted all of this. There was just me and myself here, and no one gets me and there's no one to talk to.
So here is a slice of loneliness and emptiness I'd like to share. Please do close your eyes and imagine, feel the moment, the emotion, and take a little bit of this solitude in, so as to ease this bottomless hole in my heart.
I'm just joking, I'm feeling much better now. I will make it through, I have to. Because this is what I've always wanted. I won't be all by myself for long.
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